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Post by Russel on Jan 5, 2007 11:03:23 GMT -5
*looks at the ground* I doubt it, girl. He's gone to a better place at least. But it left me..y'know..empty..like a whole part of me was just ripped out.. We're just gonna have to deal without him.. and perhaps along the way..find out who you really are as an individual..
And Zeah *looks at her* You will find out one day...somehow you will..you just need to keep searching for it..if you don't..its only your loss and you'll have to live the rest of your life just wondering what would have happened if
you did continue your search.. You'll find where you stand *smiles*
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Post by zeah1niccals5 on Jan 5, 2007 11:10:19 GMT -5
.......Well.........I still hope for him. And I think there may be a chance, y'know? And as far as I go.......I'm fifteen, and I JUST yesterday got over a self esteem problem that most people never have to deal with, because it's pounded into their head from the day they are born. *leans on Russel, tired* I was told so, too....that I was beautiful......but other people's opinions made me think maybe that wasn't true. I questioned the beauty I was blessed with. It took me so long......but I finally figured it out...
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Post by Russel on Jan 5, 2007 11:17:18 GMT -5
I honestly..don't want to go through that experience with the grim reaper ever again. It was horrible...
I felt death..its breathe..was like fire..and I felt my insides burning and I just felt sick and disoriented..it was a horrible experience..then I heard this kind of ripping sound..like as if something was being torn apart.. it was almost deafening and then on the ground..I saw this blue gunk..this pile of steaming ectoplasm just lying there on the ground..then it began to shift...It was Del...he just said to me to take care of myself..and he will be with me in my heart..and in a flash..the noise was gone..the heaty sensation..just disappeared like nothing happened..and I just blacked out..right there..*starts to shake nervously*
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Post by [ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ] on Jan 5, 2007 11:22:45 GMT -5
-.- Oh shaddup you pity whore. We all heard this story before..
And you didn't even get to hear our side of the story with the argument!! You just accused us like that *snaps* Totally unfair >8(
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Post by Russel on Jan 5, 2007 11:27:13 GMT -5
I think I pretty much figured out your story. You're a bully that's all.
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Post by zeah1niccals5 on Jan 5, 2007 11:30:58 GMT -5
Aw, Russ.........*hugs* It's okay. It's okay. Look.........you'll see him again. Don't be so negative. He's a strong spirit. He'll find you when it's your time. *continues to hold on to Russel* Don't worry about it.
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Post by Russel on Jan 5, 2007 11:35:39 GMT -5
Here's the thing, sweety. I don't want to reunite with him just yet. I'm giving myself time to find myself..and who I am..
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Post by zeah1niccals5 on Jan 5, 2007 11:38:55 GMT -5
I wasn't suggesting that you kill yourself. I'm just saying, that when you do die, he'll be waiting for you.
(I've always loved big guys because they hug and can be hugged so much better than other people! ><)
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Post by Russel on Jan 5, 2007 11:43:04 GMT -5
Yeah that's a great thing..
But right now I'm just concentrating on living y'know..that whole experience with death has changed things for me
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Post by [ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ] on Jan 5, 2007 11:43:44 GMT -5
I think I pretty much figured out your story. You're a bully that's all. Aww thank you  |
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Post by zeah1niccals5 on Jan 5, 2007 11:44:34 GMT -5
I don't blame you. He's a mean man with some kind of vendetta on humanity.........he needs to be destroyed. But you can't kill death.....
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Post by [ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ] on Jan 5, 2007 11:47:26 GMT -5
You can't just get rid of death. The entire balance of life with be shattered. There will be no end. And no new beginning.
Everything exists for a reason..
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Post by Russel on Jan 5, 2007 11:50:12 GMT -5
I've got to agree with amateur1314 on this one.
Without death there is no life, thus creating a catastrophic results that would shatter the very balance of life, in turn..destroying existence.
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Post by [ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ] on Jan 5, 2007 11:52:43 GMT -5
Wooh I rock \@0@/
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Post by Russel on Jan 5, 2007 11:53:11 GMT -5
You have an IQ of one at least.  |
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