One Night's Slumber

[Lissachoa]

dont get too close...

I know....I just....I want to help.

*rests my head on his shoulder and sighs, gently craddeling him as a mother would with a child who had waken up from a horrable nightmare*

dont...get...too...close...

[Murduck]

*I hold her more tightly, wrapping my arms around her*

You've done enough..

[Lissachoa]

maybe, but that does not mean I wont do anything to help those I care about, for me it's never enough....as you said, I have no limit.......

[Murduck]

~ All he wanted was rest.. ~

*smiles a bit, letting out a small chortle, I look up at her*

Didn't think you'd actually believe me..

[Lissachoa]

*smiles*

what can I say? I'm gulable...kinda greatful for that...

*Gently massages his back a bit, being very careful*

besides, I made it this far....and so have you...

[Murduck]

*shuts my eyes, pressing up against her*

I'm not sure if I can keep going on...

[Lissachoa]

Dont

Get

Close


*the feeling of his body against mine suddenly occured to me, sligthly feeling uneasy I trembel a bit.*

dont...dont give up on me....please....

[Murduck]

I'm trying.. *breathes heavily* I'm trying so hard..

[Lissachoa]

*feeling the blood seem through the bandages wrms yes stains my fingertips, none of this would have happened if I didin't make that switch with Lissa...or marie or whatever the hell her name is now.
closing my eyes tightly I deeply blamed myself for all of this.*

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I didnt mean to have things end up this way...



(( you getting tired? ^_^; ))

[Murduck]

(( Right now I'm just freaked out. lol my lamp collapsed on me. o.o ))

You didn't do anything wrong..

[Lissachoa]

(( evil lamp, it wanted to make out with you ))


He's right, you messed up and you tryed to fix it, this is not about you right now, alright?

...I dont want to lose you...

[Murduck]

(( That's just frightening.. o.o ))

Why? *looks up at her, slightly frustrated* Why do care so much about me?

Why'd you even bring me back, and don't give me that bullshit about having a family to look after, because I don't.
Just..please just tell me the truth.. So I don't have to ask myself why I'm still here..

[Lissachoa]

*bitting my bottom lip it was clear that I was in hopes that this question was never asked to me, yeah, bringing him back for Lissa was only half of the reason, I knew that things would not work out after Her and James got togeather but still, I didnt want....*


Murdoc, I......I just wanted to see you again, the though of living without you was just....it hurt. it really did. tot ell you the truth, I didnt want you to get involved with Lissa in the first place, I knew that she would break you in the end but I didnt want to interfear because you looked so happy with her...and it hurt...

[Murduck]

(( aww ))

You knew.. *pulls away from her, sits on the edge of the bed, ruffling my hair*
Christ.. everyone saw it except me.. How stupid am I.. *looks over at her*

Don't make the same mistake I did.. All this falling in love business.. it's bullshit..

[Lissachoa]

Get back to your senses, remember what you are...

I know it....it's a waste of emotion, I try to keep that in mind, all it does it hurt.