Leaving for Good;The better?

[Lissachoa]

as I've seen it, you didnt even allow me to have a second thought...

*turns around and starts walking off*

[Murduck]

He watched her walk away
He saw himself.
Walk up to her
Take her by the hand
Place the ring back on her finger

He saw himself.
Get on your knee
Tell her the truth
Give her your heart

He saw himself.
Promise to her
I love you
I will say

He saw himself.
Wait for a million a year
Wait for her lips
To draw to mine

He saw himself.
It was not me.
That was not she.

I saw myself.
Say I love you
But I lie
This is more than love I feel inside
It couldn't feel so small.

I couldn't see myself.
I stood still all along
My heart stopped beating
The world stopped moving
Except she
I will watch her walk away.

~ He merely stood there and watched her walk away. Not an effort to stop her. He didn't have the heart to; He felt as though he didn't have a heart any more. He prayed he didn't. No. It was still beating. But why does it hurt so?

He wanted to do those things. Run up to her, and sweep her off her feet, but he couldn't. He didn't deserve her. He left the ring and necklace on the chair, and walked away. ~

[Lissachoa]

*~Inside Air Port was hardly busy at all, once naturally a husel and busel, now seemed to quiet, she did not notice this, the sounds from the outside was flushed out with thescreamng in her head, insipt off all that has ever happened, it all came dowb to this? seriously, what she that bad to be with? even though he told her why he was doing all this, she still didnt understand, her hands shivered with rage, she barely payed attention where she was going, her head pounded, her mouth was dry, her eyes burned, she just wanted to run off, but her heart held her back, it self as though something broke inside and the pain was the result of all these mixed complacations to her body as she felt like she just could not take another step and yet she did not even stop, each moment moving forward was more then she could bare.
all of this, but does not look back once...
anyone could look over at her and just see another person making their way to their destination, indeed it was true, we hid behind masks to hide ourselfs and our emotions, the Sunglasses seemed to hide it all from everyone...

Sitting herself down on the ground, she did not bother to Look at her only friend on her shoulder who looked up at hr with pleading eyes to reconceder this, begging her to stay here but even she flushed him out, pickinh him out and placeing him in the bag pack rather then hugging him tightly, cloesing the bag other then seeking her only comfort, why bother? he's gonna die one day anywas, best not to get too attatched any more, should have stayed with what she belived in, thinking she could never have such an emotion, thinking she could not be broken, only by bones, careing for no one, always seeing things out herself other then relying on others, should have stayed what she used to be, the cold rock she was would have never been hurt like this...she was a fool in beliving his words, thinking that maybe things would get better over time, yet here she was, feeling as thought she was about to break down and just hurt anyone who so much as looked at her.
as hard as this was for her to admit, but maybe...she was better off working for the Docter...*~

*placing my hands up to my face, rubbing off the tention that made me feel sick, even after all this, I was prying he would take me back, begging God that he would reconcider all this...nothing.
strange...feeing something warm streem down my cheek made me want to just lose it, feeling my chest, it never seemed so empty before, like it was not there, it was a horrible, like it was taken away from me...setting my hands down my side I lowered my head..becuse it was taken...*

Say my name
So I will know you're back you're here again
For a while
Oh let us share
The memories that only we can share
Together

Tell me about
The days before I was born
How we were as children

You touch my hand
These colors come alive
In your heart and in your mind
I cross the borders of time
Leaving today behind to be with you again

We breath the air
Do you remember how you used to touch my hair?
You're not aware
Your hands keep still
You just don't know that I am here

It hurts too much
I pray now that soon you're released
To where you belong

You touch my hand
These colors come alive
In your heart and in your mind
I cross the borders of time
Leaving today behind to be with you again

Please say my name
Remember who i am
You will find me in the world of yesterday
You drift away again
Too far from where I am
When you ask me who I am

Say my name
These colors come alive
In your heart and in your mind
I cross the borders of time
Leaving today behind to be with you again

Say my name

[Murduck]

(( holy jesus that's long. *burns self written poem* >.< ))

~ Rubbing the bandage over his eye, he swiped the glass off the bar, gulping its containments down like a fish. The weather outside was terrible, and truth be told, Murdoc was never in a good condition to drive. He was a four-wheeled threat on the road, sober as it is, minus the vision-impairment. He grunted, mussing his hair, feeling himself grow even more frustrated than before. He hated airport bars more than anything else in the World. He hated airports, what with all the bloody tour groups and souvenir shops. Lovely duty-free stores, though. Kudos to that. It was just the only thing he could be grateful for right now. ~

Well...cheers to the duty-free shops and their cheap, savoury booze.

~ He hoisted his glass into the air, giving himself a toast, and chugged the remaining drops of whiskey in it. He leaned back against the bar, looking out the window. All those planes taking off. She's going to be in one of them. Then poof. Gone forever. Like it was the fucking Matrix or something. ~

[Lissachoa]

~* Nothing. simply looking up at nothing she absentmindly plays with the chain of her watch, trying to flush out any memory of him, of all that happened here, Lissa Ass Pot, Amma, Alva, all of them, what good are memories if it will just hurt, maybe in time she wont care anymore, read the news paper to find out they all died, hopfuly she wont feel any remorse or pain of this, infact...dont even bother seeing their names, nothing but reminders, nothing, that's what it ment to her anymore.
maybe going back to her daughter as also a waste, hr's being well taken care of by the inlaws, they never had a little girl so best if they just enjoy her while she's there, why bother tskeing their joy away? probebly go back to the A&M bar and just live there with her sister an deal with drunks and odd hobos, along with the eskimo and cowboy outside, who knows, things might turn for the better after being alone for a while befroe going back to that place.
Rubbing her neck, feeling the bait mark she frowns, it would probebly never end no matter where she goes, this was more then enough proof that It was Obviouse Murdoc was not thinking.....oh how she wanted to forget that name already*~

[Murduck]

~ He tipped the glass over, playing around with it just to keep himself occupied. The thunderous crackle and lightning was heard outdoors. There was definitely a storm coming up. Perfect. He's stuck here. No way was he going to drive back now. As much as he wanted to be dead right now, he just didn't see the point of being smashed to bits behind a steering wheel, and possibly being saved by paramedics and brought back to life. Not that he could die, anyway. ~

Attention passengers of Flight BB2937 29 Virgin Airlines. Due to dangerous weather conditions the flight has been delayed by 2 hours. Apologies for any inconvenience that may have been caused.

~ The announcer read out through the speakers. ~

[Lissachoa]

2 HOURS!?!?!?

~*the yell was a little too loud but it just slipped out, not many knew this but She hated air ports with a passion in may ways, waiting was the worst part, then again anyone could relate to this, kinda said her and few others were dissapointed with this...very few others.*~

Why Dont you Idiots just put me in "The Hole" and some near by prision somewhere?! I'm sure it will be a bit mroe entertaining there!

*gets up and paces back and forth, fuming and grumbeling to myself, once in a while kicking over my bag, compleatly forgetting Sama was still in it*

[Murduck]

Heh. She's stuck here for two hours.

~ He let out a sinister, sadistic grin, ordering another glass of whiskey. Well, they've broken up, so why not enjoy the freedom of laughing at other people's misfortunes. He chugged down his whiskey, wiping it clear off his upper lip. ~

[Lissachoa]

(( that dick head! DX ))

*grumbling to myself, now kicking over chairs and once in a short while, threatinging the the lady at the desk only to stomp off and come back again, eventually having to stop after she attempted to call security, if anything, best to pass the time anyways.
*walking back to my little waiting spot I pulls up the back back and rest my head on it after letting a staggering Iguana out of it, letting myself streach for a moment before popping in some sleeping pills*

damn...what else could go wrong?

[Murduck]

(( looooooooool that was funny, admit it. and he's a bit tipsy. >.> ))

~ He glanced out the window. The storm was getting heavier. Brilliant. He sighed heavily, sitting back at the bar, just dying to get out of the bleeding Airport. Pulling out a cigarette stick and an iron lighter, he lit it and took a drag out of it, whiffing in the darkened dirty smoke. He felt at ease for some strange reason. ~

Hey, maybe I should start up Gorillaz again. Just find them all and start the entire magical music journey again.

[Lissachoa]

~*finally feeling relaxed, allwoing the tension to ease off of every part of her nerves as she felt herself slipp away. looking back outside she could not help but oddly feel reliefed, maybe it's because she loved the rain so much, as long as she can remeber her mother used to sing her the Irish lullaby evrey time it rained, the sound of her voice, the smell of the rain out side, she was only 5 but it seemed like yesterday...infact...most of her charished memories were here...*~




((its true actually ^_^' ))

[Murduck]

(( cool ))

Hmm.. *Plays with the glass, setting it aside*

~ He went into deep thought, trying to remember the good things that had happened in his life. Those that he couldn't remember. He had to imagine what it was like - all that was known was written in a book by another person. It made it harder to look back and believe that that was what you really went through. ~

[Lissachoa]

~*All good things must come to an end, that saying kept pounding in her head as she rus her fore head, the pills where already kicking in and it was fogging up her thoughts. she guessed Murdoc had left the place by now or something, either way, she was alone again, best if it stayed that way anyways, bastered brought ehr hopes up just to call ehr a plane and hintted her not to come back....with that she slowly doze off with Sama laying on her stomach*~

[Murduck]

~ He still couldn't quite grasp what he did wrong. If only she would just tell him, so he could apologise for it. If she didn't like the idea of him staying here for the sake of his job, why didn't she just say so instead of beat around the bush. ~

"What makes you think I would want to leave when I'm good here alone, eh?"

~ He said it with such casualty and carelessness..~

Guess it was kind of stupid of me to say something like that..

~ He couldn't help it though. More than anything, he wanted to be useful in the world, or perhaps do something with his life. Truthfully, he also wanted to prove to her that he could change and better himself. ~

I don't understand. She should be fucking happy that I'm working hard, and not slacking off and putting food on the damn table..

~ If only she was a little more clear with him. ~

[raxandvell]

** Walks up to the bar and sits himself down Next to Murdoc, ordering a drink before looking over and yelling at his travle partner**

Give me a Minute alright?! Just one drink And We'll get going again, go looks at the smokers or something!
**Grouns**
That Girl, always on the move...