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[[ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ]]

*She snorts*

I do not believe in pity, whatsoever, Miss Choa. You should know that by now.
I do believe however, that you are a good person, and that you deserve better than what you have been subjected to.

*She smiled grimly at her*

Unless you really believe that you are a rock.

[Lissachoa]

I'd like to think so at times, if you are trying to get under my skin then I wish you luck.

[[ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ]]

*She shook her head*

I am not trying to uhh.. "get under your skin" ( what does that mean? )8 ) I am merely expressing concern for you. I can see that you hide yourself in a shell, not willing to express freely what you feel.


Uh.. were you hurt by Murdoc, before?

[Lissachoa]

(( it means, trying to emotinaly weaken a person ))

I have been hurt many times by everyone, whatever Murdoc can o to me will mean nothing to me.

[[ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ]]

Is that true?

*She twiddled her fingers, chewing on her bottom lip*

Usually, the words of those who we care most about are those who can hurt us the most.

[Lissachoa]

awwww Did I hurt your feelings?

[[ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ]]

*swt* I am not talking about myself. I am talking about you.

*She narrowed her eyelids*

You are a liar. You say you love him, and yet you feel nothing.

[Lissachoa]

hell, it was one of them "Moment" things, I didnt know what I was blabbering about at the time and neither did he.

[[ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ]]

Cis. Then this is mostly your fault. *She thinks, rubbing her chin*

If you didn't remove him from the grave and taken him home, Lissa-sama would not have waited in the graveyard, they would have eventually gotten back together and be a family.

Yuppa. *V sign, grinning* You really must hate him to do that.
How did you manage to plan all that? *She looked at her curiously*

It must have taken a while. The timing, the words you've chosen. You are such a good actress. *Her eyes widen in disbelief*

[Lissachoa]

*steps out of teh Jeeep and punches Amma right in the face*

[[ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ]]

(( HAHAHA XD NICE WORK 8) Hehe reverse psychology always werksss ))

*Wiping the blood from her mouth, she smiled at Lissachoa*

You do care.

[Lissachoa]

(( *bows* thank you, thank you ^_^ ))

*narrows my eyes at her before getting back in my Jeeep, putting my seat belt on*

care is one thing, love is another, it's one of them that I dont belive in anymore...

[[ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ]]

*She shrugged*

I cannot force you to think otherwise, but that does not mean others do not believe in it.

I think you will find that that one person who you care for most, is one of the strongest believers.

You just have to search for it within that person. Or else you will end up with nothing but regret.

*She smiled at her and walked off*

(( MAN I've been abused the whole friggin day ;;-;; I should get paid. Pay me. >:l ))

[denzel]

*dramagasps at ammy's face*
You look like you just got trampled on by a beast!



*fusses and cusses*

[Lissachoa]

*scoffs*

the only regret I have is, being in love in the first place.

*peels out*