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Post by Murduck on Jun 21, 2007 8:54:43 GMT -5
*pats her back gently, stroking her hair, remaining quiet*
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Post by Lissachoa on Jun 21, 2007 9:00:52 GMT -5
*goes quiet suddenly untill I finally say somthing, my voice gave out a hint of hate behind the sorrowful tears*
....people like me dont deserve to live....
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Post by Murduck on Jun 21, 2007 9:13:58 GMT -5
Wha.. No, don't say that. *Picks my head up, looking at her* Don't ever say that..
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Post by Lissachoa on Jun 21, 2007 9:18:09 GMT -5
*glares up at him, tears still in my eyes*
oh? why is that, you tell me Murdoc since you're a huge expert in life, the only time I was ever useful to anyone was if I could get a job done. now that I dont do that kind of work anymore what good am I?
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Post by Murduck on Jun 21, 2007 9:30:18 GMT -5
(( Rant time. ))
Look, if you want to run off and get a bullet lodged up your skull, I can't stop you, but I can tell you this, it is absolutely stupid to say something like that about yourself. You discredit yourself so much it's become sickening! It's practically ironic that you'd even bother to ponce yourself like pompous tart demanding others to worship you. Fucking contradict yourself.
Yer, I'll admit, even I was taken aback when I heard about what you did, but did you actually think about the good things you've done?
You can sit here and ponder about what shit you've done in the past, but the point is it's in the past. You either make up for it or move on and forget about it. Have a good cry, at least attempt to fix it, and move on. That's all you can do. Life works that way. We cannot keep on beating ourselves up for the mistakes of the past.
You were put into such a situation that you were forced to do those things you did. Life had other things planned for you obviously, but that's how life is. It's a bitch. Now you either fight for a better life, or just lay here on the lawn and hope for a meteor to strike you down. You had it good last time, right? What's stopping you from regaining it?
You.
That's the only thing that's stopping you. Yourself. If you don't let yourself find the good within you, and allow yourself to be happy for once, then there's no convincing you other wise.
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Post by Lissachoa on Jun 21, 2007 9:41:13 GMT -5
(( *claps* ))
*remains quiet for a while in thought, sure he had a good point like always, just to think it was me who pulled him out of such a depressing state which made me wonder, how can I make others happy if I can't do the same myself? Looking down from him, my expression lost as I shake my head*
I dont know where to start...
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Post by Murduck on Jun 21, 2007 9:49:00 GMT -5
Find out, then.
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Post by Lissachoa on Jun 21, 2007 9:57:13 GMT -5
*bitting my bottom I eventually shrug a bit*
well, I can't take back what I lost but........will you help me?
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Post by Murduck on Jun 21, 2007 10:04:45 GMT -5
I'll try my hardest to help, rest assured.
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Post by Lissachoa on Jun 21, 2007 10:07:05 GMT -5
*coughs*
I can't thank you enough...
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Post by Murduck on Jun 21, 2007 10:11:33 GMT -5
Don't bother. *kisses her cheek lovingly, and pats her arm*
You'll get through this, alright?
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Post by Lissachoa on Jun 21, 2007 10:16:38 GMT -5
*rubs my eyes and nods*
alright...*coughs*
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Post by Murduck on Jun 21, 2007 10:25:26 GMT -5
*Peeks at my wristwatch*
5 am.. Reckon I should take sleeping beauty back, and let her crash in my place for a couple of hours, then send her home..
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Post by Lissachoa on Jun 21, 2007 10:28:22 GMT -5
*stands up*
yeah, sounds good, I have to get back myself pretty soon anyways, got some things I need to take care of.
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Post by Murduck on Jun 21, 2007 10:32:15 GMT -5
Damn, hoping she'd stay with me for a bit longer
*Picks Michelle up, as well as my jacket, wrapping it around her tiny body*
C'mon sweety, we're leaving now. * Brushes bits of grass off her hair*
Michelle: *mumbles, whining and growing fussy, rubbing her eyes*
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