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Post by Dark on Apr 21, 2007 6:42:49 GMT -5
* he wanders through the forest, his new clothes giving him the only warmth, his heart however was not, he felt even though he had done good, he felt like shit *...why does this happen to me?... * sits down at the base of the tree, looking up as if for a sign of hope *..i dont understand..WHY do i feel like this... * shakes his head as he watches a bird above him, his heart quite heavy *...why does this happen... * looks at his hand which were trembling *.... i didnt do anything wrong.... but.... something doesnt feel right at all.... * his eyes were hollow pits of black as he stares into nothing, he couldnt understand why he felt like this, he had been cleaned, he had been changed, he even got to hold kevin and talk to lissa, but he still felt empty *... sometimes a man is his own worst enemy ........
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Post by [ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ] on Apr 21, 2007 7:19:55 GMT -5
- At that moment, Amateur had been busily sketching the still life of the serene forest in her battered sketch book, sitting on a boulder, overlooking the wild life just before her. Rabbits scurrying away into their holes and butterflies fluttering their gentle wings just above her. This had always been a place that intrigued her. Her hiding place. Something was not in place, though. A presence that was never felt before, from her trips here at other times. She puts down her sketch book on the rounded boulder, as it slides down to the ground. She didn't bother to pick it up though, for she went off the investigate what that presence was...-
*she quietly steps around the twigs and dried leaves, careful not to make a sound and cause a sudden stir. She hears whispers. A familiar voice.*
*she looks behind a giant tree only to find James, sitting alone on the base, talking to himself. She listened quietly and felt empathy for him. She summoned up all her courage and spoke up*
James-sama... *she swallowed hard and places her hand on his shoulder peering from behind, just from reach*
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Post by Dark on Apr 21, 2007 8:32:45 GMT -5
... * stays motionless *..... is tha' you ammy?...* says quiet weakly *
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Post by [ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ] on Apr 21, 2007 9:03:00 GMT -5
*she shifts forward from the tree and sits down next to him, looking at him*
Yes.. it is.. *she looks up at the orange sky just peeking through the gaps between the leaves above them and then she looks back at James*
You said a man is his worst enemy.. why is that?
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Post by Dark on Apr 21, 2007 22:47:17 GMT -5
..cauze i feel like shi' and only i seem ta be affected... * glances down emptyily at the ground before him *...i tried yknow...i really did......
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Post by [ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ] on Apr 21, 2007 22:51:38 GMT -5
...Well...*she chews on her fingernail* .. You made a sacrifice no?..Usually a sacrifice means that you end up giving up something you love and desire and live for for someone else.. not necessarily will it make you feel good..*she rubs her arm* But..perhaps that person you sacrificed for will feel good... that is the aim, no? The other person..to feel happy..?
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Post by Dark on Apr 21, 2007 23:02:02 GMT -5
yes bu' unfortuanately..im goin' ta wai' for another...80 years.. i dont fink i can handle 80 years alone let alone eternity......
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Post by [ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ] on Apr 21, 2007 23:04:03 GMT -5
*She looks down, wrapping her arms around herself*
No man can..
Perhaps.. you should seek out someone else you can spend the rest of your life with? There is.. someone there for everyone. You just have to search..
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Post by Dark on Apr 21, 2007 23:10:37 GMT -5
i already found tha' someone....bu' shes off with someone else... i let her go to be free...bu' in doin' tha' i locked myself back in the cage....
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Post by [ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ] on Apr 21, 2007 23:12:28 GMT -5
Sometimes we think that something belongs with us, but we are mistaken...
Maybe, for the time being, you can find someone to be with.. You cannot loom in self-pity for 80 years..
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Post by Dark on Apr 21, 2007 23:19:28 GMT -5
...bu' who else is there?..huh?.. i dont see any others..... i dont want to spend time with anyone else.....i want to be with her.... fuck.. i knew i' woz a mistake from the beginning.. i should never had done tha'..... there are no others for me.
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Post by [ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ] on Apr 21, 2007 23:23:49 GMT -5
That is not true... You are a very nice man and many would be crawling after you.. you just hardly show that part of you..
And you may not want to spend time with anyone else for the time being, but one of these days you are going to grow tired of that..
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Post by Dark on Apr 21, 2007 23:27:44 GMT -5
growing tired of being with er?...never..being tired of being alone..probably....i dont want another girl... plus those girls tha' do come after me a fans..and crack - whores..none of 'em are decent....
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Post by [ amateur - 1 3 1 4 ] on Apr 21, 2007 23:32:42 GMT -5
I mean, tired of being alone, definitely. And there are many decent girls out there. You just search for them in the wrong places..
I mean, I am decent. Well.. sort of. Lissachoa... Uh.. Just a bit. Jojobelle, she is nice, but she's a bit crazy.. definitely not a floosie.. Hmm.. who else. Well.. there's Lacus Lyne. She's very nice and decent. But I think her nose is too big. She looks like Barbara Streistand/Pink/Dido ~.~ And if you're really desperate, there's always Alinabanana *she chortles, then clears her throat* .. Ahaha..
Sorry... *she blushes*
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Post by Dark on Apr 21, 2007 23:36:43 GMT -5
..none of them suit me...... * looks away from her, his heart becoming heavier *...i havent eaten in 4 days.....
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