Post by Dark on Aug 13, 2007 0:44:58 GMT -5
Sorry about this its just im so angry and i need to let it go.
Honestly i dont know who to trust anymore, im probably just being selfish or whatever but i dont give a fuck anymore. Christ everyone is just pissing me off and fucking me off. All the do is fucking whine, HEY! why not go throw some fucking water and cheese at me and see how i react! Dont give a shit that my mum just died recently and do it anyway!! HHAH lets all laugh, ive been the mocking point for everyone since birth. Not even my own family beleived in me so just fucking forget it.
Then these bastards who say they are my friends go around and stab me in the fucking back just like everyone else. Im fucked over it. Friends to me are very special and not everyone is my friend but people use that title against me and just fuck the situation up even fucking more.
Christ.
All these fucking years of bullying and sexual harrasment is fucking getting to me, fucking barking at me as if im a fucking dog, even my own sis is calling me a slut and I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING!!
I cant even go to fucking bed at night, all i do is get anxious and my heart gets heavy and all i remember is my mum dying and i god hope i dont want that to happen to me. God, im scared and fucking angry. Half of my so called 'friends' dont even fucking support me anymore, even when ive supported them but NO. They have to go around and not give a shit, they couldnt care less if i broke down. God help me if i turn to drugs as this imagination just works itself christ.
Everyone just uses me to get fucking shit then dump me.
Well i dont give a fuck anymore, i dont care.
I dont know who to fucking trust and the saying is true..
The only person you can be true to is yourself.
End of fucking story.
Honestly i dont know who to trust anymore, im probably just being selfish or whatever but i dont give a fuck anymore. Christ everyone is just pissing me off and fucking me off. All the do is fucking whine, HEY! why not go throw some fucking water and cheese at me and see how i react! Dont give a shit that my mum just died recently and do it anyway!! HHAH lets all laugh, ive been the mocking point for everyone since birth. Not even my own family beleived in me so just fucking forget it.
Then these bastards who say they are my friends go around and stab me in the fucking back just like everyone else. Im fucked over it. Friends to me are very special and not everyone is my friend but people use that title against me and just fuck the situation up even fucking more.
Christ.
All these fucking years of bullying and sexual harrasment is fucking getting to me, fucking barking at me as if im a fucking dog, even my own sis is calling me a slut and I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING!!
I cant even go to fucking bed at night, all i do is get anxious and my heart gets heavy and all i remember is my mum dying and i god hope i dont want that to happen to me. God, im scared and fucking angry. Half of my so called 'friends' dont even fucking support me anymore, even when ive supported them but NO. They have to go around and not give a shit, they couldnt care less if i broke down. God help me if i turn to drugs as this imagination just works itself christ.
Everyone just uses me to get fucking shit then dump me.
Well i dont give a fuck anymore, i dont care.
I dont know who to fucking trust and the saying is true..
The only person you can be true to is yourself.
End of fucking story.
