~ How To Save A Life ~

[Murduck]

*grabs her by the arms*

I'm NOT letting you do this!

[Lissachoa]

*Hisses*

the what he Hell am I supposed to do then?! Even if it did get me, what else do I have left to lose?

[Murduck]

YOU HA--
I
..
You..

*I was a bit struck for words. What did she have left? In introspect, she had nothing. Hanging my head, I loosen my grasp and mutter*

I... I don't want to lose you again.. twice was enough.. *releases her, and looks away, leaning against the vending machine*

[Lissachoa]

*rubbing my arm a bit I let out a sigh, trying my best to ignore the dizzy feeling that made me wobbel a bit*

well, that's life, get used to it...

*fumbels over a bit, catching myself next to a wall*

[Murduck]

*frowns, and picks myself up*

Yer, whatever, Statue of Liberty. Can't even walk straight, and you reckon you could bloody well save the world.

You really are a rock, after all.

*shovels my hands down my pocket, and I walk the other direction*

[Lissachoa]

*lowers my head with very litle thought in my mind, sayng such a thing myself meant nothing, hearing it from him however....hurt me. the throbbing pain in my head and chest came back as I winch in pain, makeing it hard to breath as I kneel down to the ground cursing every word I know in my head, if he didnt care then he should have left me for dead so I would not have to go trhough will this...*

[Murduck]

Turn around.
Why?
Turn around.
What for?
You're the idiot who caused all this. You owe her your life.
She doesn't even want my help.

~ The issue with pro and con dwelled in his head. Murdoc was a man of logic, and never would he do anything completely stupid to cause harm or endanger anyone, or even put them in a messy situation. Not deliberately of course. He argued, and planned, and thought quickly, and sharply, making sure that there's a solution to every problem. ~

It doesn't matter what she wants, it's what she needs.
I don't care.
Don't lie to yourself, that's just pathetic.
I DON'T care.
You fancy her don't you?
No.
Do you hate her?
Sometimes.

~ At an instant, he came across the answer ~

.....................Do you love her?
..Yes..

..*turns around, and walks up to her, picking her up from the ground*
I can't stop you from going where you want to go or doing what you want to do, but you can be damned sure that I'll protect you, even if it does cost my life.

[Lissachoa]

* lifting my head up just barely, looking up at him through my strands of hair, looking upset yet there was a small hint or relief that he came back, trying to strighten my posture as I weakly grab a hold of him arms, it as obviouse that I was speechless about what he said, it would be somthing that I would say,
coughing a bit I look down, asking for somthing that I never thought I would ask someone to do*

h-....help me.....

*with that I pass out*

[Murduck]

Choa..?..Choa, stay with me! *holds her up, shaking her slightly. No response was given by her, so I picked her off the ground and carried her back to her room. Laying her down on the bed, I ring for a doctor and nurse*

~ Nurses and doctors rushed into the room, following the emergency call. Murdoc was forced out of the room, and the curtains were drawn as the doctors checked and examined her. Nothing life threatening. She was just tired, and still slowly recovering from the surgery. Placing the IVs back into her, and checking her pulse and brain waves for any more possible damage not seen before, everything was under control. Her medication was given to her, and they left the room, for her to sleep alone in. ~

*leans against the wall, waiting quietly*

Guess she really did need my help, after all.
*rubs the back of my neck*

Nurse: You can stay with her, if you like, Mr Niccals. The hospital permits a friend or relative to stay the night with the patient, under special circumstances.

..Huh?..Thank you. *smiles politely at her, and I walk over to the room, opening the door as quietly as I can, and creeping in silently. I sit myself on the couch, fumbling with my fingers, hunched over*

[Lissachoa]

We all bleed the same way as you do
and we all have the same thing to go through...
Hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on, it get's better then you know.

*sturing from my sleep I just barely open my eyes, first thing I saw was the ceiling before looking over a tthe clock, 2: 23 am, joy. my eyes then rested on Murdoc who was fast asleep on the sofa.*




((bleah, gotta go))

[Murduck]

*Shutting my eyes, and once again dreaming about nothing, I couldn't help but think if what I did was right or wrong. Mutters to myself in my sleep, and moving to my side, I lose my balance slightly, almost falling off, and stirring me*

Huh-who..*shakes my head, and sits up, ruffling my hair*

[Lissachoa]

*hesitant at first but then turns back over and trys to pretend I'm asleep, in truth I was a little embaressed on my behavior back in the waitng room before I passed out, asking for help...*

[Murduck]

*shakes my head, rubbing my eyes. I look over at Choa, swearing that she was awake. I just shrug, and lean back against the chair, just dying for a smoke*

[Lissachoa]

*lets out a sigh and looks back over to him*

so..you're still here?

[Murduck]

*picks my head up, looking over at her, almost surprised that she said that*

Well.. Yer! Of course, I am.