~ How To Save A Life ~

[Murduck]

What in the bleeding hell is going on in there??! *tries to peer over into the room, before getting pushed back*

Nurse: Sir you'll have to stay outside, we're doing the best we can!

What do you mean the best you can, what's going on!? Is she ok??

Nurse: We'll handle this, everything's going to be fine, the doctors know what they're doing. *she rushes back into the room*

...*rubs the back of my neck, turning over and glancing at Michelle, who was standing there, rubbing her eyes tiredly*

[Lissachoa]

*eventually some hours have passed that seemed like forever, haveing to rush her back into operation to check if they missed anything or if there was any internal bleeding, nothing, the body was stitched up well and all tissue was in it's right state but it was somthing they could not control, her body was simply giving up, it was hard to tell what was keeping her alive at this rate, it was a battle between the mind and body determaning her fate, clearly she should have been gone and stayed dead a long while ago it seemed that her heart could not take it anymore.
placed in I.C.U. she was given some oxygen and was monitored, however they planned that she would not make it through the night, it seems that only God himself might save her, even then those odds are agaisnt her...*

[Murduck]

~ Murdoc and his daughter waited patiently in the waiting room, for a few hours, tired and itching to get out of the place. Seated by his side, his daughter munches away to the bag of lollies he got her to keep her occupied. Looking over at her, he ruffled her hair, smiling weakly, and he leaned back against the chair, letting out a huff. Seemed that the only person who was keeping him from having a complete breakdown was his 5 year old. ~

*Michelle peeks at me, before putting out her palm, and offering a few(saliva soaked) skittle pieces*
Michelle: You want some? We can share. *grins at me sweetly*
*chuckles a bit, before declining the offer politely*

No thank you, love, you can keep those for yourself. *Wraps my arm around her shoulder, pulling her close to me and kissing her on the head*

You're a good little girl, y'know that?

Michelle: *digging for more skittles in the packet* Yup.

[Lissachoa]

Docter Mark: *with a look of grife over his fave he slowly walks up to Murdoc with his hands stuffed in his pockets, not even bothing to look at him* well, we have done all we could but she might not pull through, he body has taken far too much abuse over the years so it seemed to be giving up...*adjusts his glasses*
the fetus is already gone since her body became so weak...we got her in I.C.U. right now if you want to say your goodbyes...

[Murduck]

~ His worst fear has been realized, and he felt his heart sink ~

..Fetus..?

*Brushes my hair back, in complete shock, pale in the face*

No..No there has to be something.. *stands up, looking pleadingly at the doctor*

Come on! Just anything! You have to save her, I know you guys can! I don't care how much it costs just please, try anything.. *shakes my head, pacing back and forward*

[Lissachoa]

Docter Mark: You thikn we are not trying? like I told you, we have done all we can, it seemes she has lost the will to live. *adjusts his glasses* I got nothing left to give to keep her alive anymore, she's giving up Mr Niccals, there is nothing we can do about that...

[Murduck]

*glares at the doctor, frustrated and infuriated by everything happening, before turning my back at him, and pacing once again. Massaging my temple, I muttered*

She was pregnant..?

*looks over at the doctor*

[Lissachoa]

Docter Mark: You didnt know? She was along for 3 weeks...

[Murduck]

*Brushes my hair back, looking away*

..Alright..Thank you for everything, doctor.

*Looks over at Michelle*

Michelle, can you be a good girl for daddy?

Michelle: *nods head, chewing on her skittles*

Ok. I want you to stay here, and stay put. You got that? *brushes her hair gently*
Michelle: Ok *swings her legs, on the chair, stuffing her face with more sweets*
Good girl *kisses her cheek before walking into the I.C.U ward*

[Lissachoa]

*oxygen mask, I.V., and a simple machine was all that had acompanyed her in the room, not even a window was there, the lights were low and the room semed cold, it was a depressing sight, such a harsh way to put someone in a place to expect them to die. her breathing was very weak and hardly noticable, her skin was pale and still as she was finally deep asleep, one thing she rarely had.*

[Murduck]

~ He felt the chill that he just couldn't shake off. It was something that could never be understood, and shouldn't have to be. Seeing her in that state was devastating and heartbreaking. He staggered over to her, before kneeling down by her bed, almost as if he was begging for her forgiveness. It was like something out of a novel, but it was real. No power of this Earth could stop what was about to happen here.

He grabbed hold of her hand, kissing it and squeezing it tightly ~

This is such a sin..a grave..mortal sin..

I'm sorry....please.. don't give up on me.. *lays my head against her hand, whimpering*

[Lissachoa]

*nothing, she remined still and quiet as though he was not even there, not even a small twitch of her small and cold fingertips*

[Murduck]

*Sighs heavily, shaking my head, kissing her cold hands*



Guess it's too late to give you this..

*I reach into my pocket, and pull out a beautiful silver diamond ring, placing it in her hand, and closing it into a fist, gently*

I wanted to ask you.. but I was afraid you'd say no....*a tear streams down my cheek, and I wipe it away quickly*

Hey.. at least you'll be with your husband and kid once again.. what you always wanted, right? *looks up at her, stroking her hair away from her face*

[Lissachoa]

Docter Mark: *only walking into the door way and lets out a sigh* Mr. Niccals, it's time to go...

[Murduck]

*Sighs, brushing my hair back and picking myself up. I lean down and kiss her on her cold lips, and I make my way out the door, looking down on the ground, not saying a word*